life tree project
i feel this is the beginning of a big project, that makes a lot of sense for me, its probably gonna live and develop for years. So I begin this blog, like this you can follow (if you want) how it grows with me. i feel as much spectator and actor of that beautiful thing*s emerging. So welcome <3
p.S. : the link with trees might not be obvious in this beginning, but it will be ;+)
{13/10/2026}
Hello, i wanna share with you what I'm going threw since three weeks now, cause it's gonna be present in my artistic practices, that I'm gonna continue to share, even more I hope <3
i was sick again for the 11th time since last October, so, was again stuck in bed. i decided to find informations about the spectrum of autism.
i'm diagnosed with ADHD, but some elements feel not matching completely. Anyway, while listening a podcast, it did a big BOOM in me. A lot of stuffs that the different persons were saying was making a lot of sense inside.
Without deciding it, my perceptions changed.
Switch Switch
How i'm feeling and receiving the world changed. Like the mask fell on is own.
Had a lot of crises, but that were different from anxiety crisis i could have before. It's that, how i feel "me", this entity, like we discussed with Patrick, and feel what is around is different, re-born.
Right now the big difficult part is to be easily exhausted and on the edge emotionally, not able to realize simple tasks, incapable to have that "normal" rythm of life society is asking, which is way too fast anyway, but even more in that conditions. And in big contradiction with my hyperactive braiiiiiin.
A big shout out to all the friends being present for me <3<3 You will recognize yourself <3
No worries, it's the good path, its steps to continue to go forward, even if those are difficult steps. I thank the Lord, and send you all my love xx